[he can't stay, but that doesn't mean he isn't going to take his time getting out of here. once the Captain is on the couch, he pulls a comfortable pillow from nowhere at all and sets it on his lap.]
Let me guess, there's no discernable pattern as to what causes which memories to become... whatever they become.
Um... [ Fio looks at the ground, then back up. There's nothing there? Somehow that feels worse than when he was looking at her. Mild panic sets in, an old memory of having a gift rejected beginning to resurface. For a second, she nearly withdraws her hand...
It's not like he told her no. Yet? She tells herself not to give up. And not to cry if he does refuse. The package remains held out. ]
Y-you can have this! [ Raises the present a little higher, as if to say, "here, please take it." ] I made a gift for you.
For a moment she considers leaving it at that, but --
"I think most of us didn't grasp, at the time, what we were meant to be grateful for. And it would be quite understandable if you were in no mood to explain."
[he's just gonna decide it's the first one. fuck it!]
Okay cool. 'Cos uh, kind of a bummer when it isn't, y'know? Totally drags the whole vibe down. So put a pin in maybe Disneyland or like, even Six Flags would be good. Hell, I'd take a visit to Dollyland...
[but a carnival works, so good enough.]
Anyway, okay, the other thing. I got a really good fuckin' idea thanks to my best bro Pratt and basically: I wanna like, play music for people over the PA system. You know, like a radio station. Maybe take requests. Give life advice, announce big goings on, that kinda thing.
[she starts, but doesn't jump - just the natural reaction to someone suddenly appearing near when you aren't expecting them to come from that direction.]
My apologies, then - in the future, I'll just call out.
[at least she's not banging on it and yelling what the fuck is going on? small mercies in life.]
I wanted to ask, have you ever heard of a reading circle?
[ Huffs, in equal parts annoyance and defeat. All this endeavour has highlighted is how incomplete she is without her Geist, how lonely it is in her head. But that's... not technically Friday's fault, she guesses. Ugh. Darcy's totally that asshole who yelled at a helpdesk person for not being able to help her. ]
[ She makes an attempt to smile, still visibly nervous. Awkward. She tries to gradually ease her breathing. No amount of speech practice in front of a bunch of silent stuffed animals could have prepared her enough for this...
A moment of hesitation, then very lightly, she pushes the package against his hand to urge him to take it. ]
You can open it now, if you want.
[ Because inside, there's a little conch shell with a pin glued to it if he does! ]
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