Most beings the humans bound into service could only be controlled by their True Name. [a wry grin] For those lacking the talent, patience, or desire to put forth the basic expenditure of effort required for such... There was always me, if they had the money. And those sorts always seemed to.
And what did they wish for? Even more wealth and power? [wrinkles her nose, trying not to think too hard about the Master that Fio briefly told her about. about Sparkles locked in a closet and having to make noise to be let out.]
Is that why you only go by the Captain? So nobody will know your True Name?
... I'm still sorry for the time that I- [it had seemed harmless, but she still feels rather guilty about it.]
You were just a baby. [rather horrified at just how young he'd been taken.] Surely somebody... cared for you? Why wouldn't they give you a name? If names have power, wouldn't giving you one allowed them that?
It must have seemed to be unnecessary work; they were able to rather effectively bind us with the-- [he cuts himself off very suddenly, an expression of mild distress.
... which, of course, he hopes she just ignores.]
My memories of that time are very spotty, but I don't think there was ever a time I wasn't a magician conduit... or pet, a few times. No reason to name something you don't plan on having much communication with.
[she offers over Catduggery finally. so not quite ignoring, but she has no interest in digging into that distress. she wonders if he means the cuffs, like the silver one recovered from the island that Skulduggery had told her had been melted, and somehow unlocked the memory of what he was. she wonders because the way he often fiddles with his sleeves when nervous.]
... Pet. [a rather disgusted sort of expression. people are gross.] But you never... had a friend at all? Nobody to make sure you were... doing okay? [Amma???] I had all sorts of annoying check ups to make sure I was functional. I don't know if I hated it more when they left me alone all day, or when they were poking me to run another test.
... because it's not right to treat anyone as a resource. You're more than your magic. And you deserve a name and to be loved for who you are. And I wish I could kick in the teeth of those who deprived you of it and made you feel differently.
But... [gestures her hand fairly low, as if trying to indicate the height of a very small toddler.] I know, it's fine. I have enough people trying to make me feel better about it.
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... was his real name really Dandelion?
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Yes.
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... Why's everyone so weird about their real names?
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[and sometimes you need to specifically fuck with the mind of a kid named noah ebalon so you can destroy the world. elsword is weird.]
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I don't think mine does, outside of secret identities. ... Does yours?
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Is that why you only go by the Captain? So nobody will know your True Name?
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[a short pause]
... As far as I'm aware, I was never actually given one. I have been told that the tradition of my people was to name children a week after birth.
[so, y'know. it narrows down the window a bit.]
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You were just a baby. [rather horrified at just how young he'd been taken.] Surely somebody... cared for you? Why wouldn't they give you a name? If names have power, wouldn't giving you one allowed them that?
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... which, of course, he hopes she just ignores.]
My memories of that time are very spotty, but I don't think there was ever a time I wasn't a magician conduit... or pet, a few times. No reason to name something you don't plan on having much communication with.
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... Pet. [a rather disgusted sort of expression. people are gross.] But you never... had a friend at all? Nobody to make sure you were... doing okay? [Amma???] I had all sorts of annoying check ups to make sure I was functional. I don't know if I hated it more when they left me alone all day, or when they were poking me to run another test.
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It was a rhetorical question...
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[sighs]
... I know I'm supposed to... trust, you people. Even Skulduggery doesn't know the how...
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[hes trying]
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