It's a difficult position for him to be in. Because he's scared of losing you. So am I.
He wants to do what's best for you, but we're not sure what that is because we're not even certain what it is that you've done. I'm doing my best to support him, get him the information I can, but I wish... I could do more. It sucks.
It was just what sort of happy ending you might envision for yourself. That's my trick, whenever I feel like giving up. I think of the things that make it worth to keep going.
[her grip tightens a bit at the reminder. the implication from Palamedes about how the Captain must not care much about her in return and her insistence that she'd never ask it from him anyway. but hearing that he's even considered it...]
I don't mind it so much, staying with you. Until we do. Your realities are much nicer than most of the ones I've... visited through the dreams.
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He wants to do what's best for you, but we're not sure what that is because we're not even certain what it is that you've done. I'm doing my best to support him, get him the information I can, but I wish... I could do more. It sucks.
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And you're my friend.
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I'm not going to give up.
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puts his hand in hers.]
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And I don't want you to give up either.
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It was just what sort of happy ending you might envision for yourself. That's my trick, whenever I feel like giving up. I think of the things that make it worth to keep going.
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Him. Just him. Anything else of worth comes from that.
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Your spy might not appreciate that.
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I didn't make that up, you know. It's a real thing. I thought it was funny that they coincided.
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So it wasn't because you like me. Or a declaration of friendship. Or... trying to embarrass me by putting my name everywhere?
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And the little strawberry face. Nice touch.
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[he will actually never get over that just fyi.]
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My darling spy would like to have an apple orchard. So in my hypothetical ideal of an impossibility of a future... plenty of root systems to suffer.
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[pause]
... I've. Yet to find a method of interfering with your ability outside of a reality I control.
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[her grip tightens a bit at the reminder. the implication from Palamedes about how the Captain must not care much about her in return and her insistence that she'd never ask it from him anyway. but hearing that he's even considered it...]
I don't mind it so much, staying with you. Until we do. Your realities are much nicer than most of the ones I've... visited through the dreams.
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