I think you're doing well enough, Friday. Your intent comes through clearly, in what I've seen. But...it's hard, isn't it? When your orders contradict. When your purpose is at odds with your immediate commands. I know...I know something about what that's like.
[It glances up at her empty face for a moment. She's already referenced knowing about Ganaka Pit, and why it calls itself Murderbot. Its fault or not, it doesn't know how not to feel weird about everything. But it took the step of disabling its governor module.
It's not entirely sure if she has one. Max suggested at camp that they just make sure she feels emotions as often as possible. Maybe somehow, that will help.]
Well, it's all I know, so it's not so bad! [if she just ignores the idea of better things then they don't exist!] Oh, but I think our vocabulary might be a bit... See, what you'd call your commands is what my intent is! It's the directive the Captain had in his mind when he created me, so it's what I'm meant to follow!
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[It glances up at her empty face for a moment. She's already referenced knowing about Ganaka Pit, and why it calls itself Murderbot. Its fault or not, it doesn't know how not to feel weird about everything. But it took the step of disabling its governor module.
It's not entirely sure if she has one. Max suggested at camp that they just make sure she feels emotions as often as possible. Maybe somehow, that will help.]
I'm sorry. It's pretty awful.
[Commiseration???]
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