[Karkat draws in a deep breath to keep from exploding.]
YOU KNOW WHAT, I’M NOT EVEN GOING TO GO INTO ALL THE REASONS WHY IT’S IDIOTIC FOR YOU NOT TO CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO THE PEOPLE YOU BROUGHT HERE. YOU ARE CLEARLY WELL PAST ANY ARGUING AND SEEM TOTALLY CONTENT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR APATHETIC DAYS SCRATCHING YOUR BULGE AND NOT TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANY OF YOUR OWN ACTIONS.
BUT DO YOU GENUINELY THINK IT’S NOT YOUR PROBLEM IF SOME HORRIFIC BEING COMPLETELY HIJACKS THIS REALM - WITH YOU IN IT? BECAUSE, TO ME, THAT SEEMS LIKE A PRETTY SIGNIFICANT PROBLEM FOR EVEN THE MOST SELF-CENTERED OF JACKASSES.
I’VE BEEN THERE. MANY MANY TIMES IN MY TINY FEEBLE LIFESPAN.
[Despite his naturally abrasive volume, his tone seems to have softened somewhat.]
I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOUR DEAL IS WITH IT SPECIFICALLY, AND YOU’RE PROBABLY NOT GONNA WANNA TALK ABOUT IT AND THAT’S FINE.
NOR WILL I GO ON SOME LENGTHY MASTURBATORY ORATION ON THE BEAUTY OF LIFE THAT’S MOSTLY TO GIVE MYSELF A PAT ON THE BACK INSTEAD OF ACTUALLY SITTING WAIST DEEP IN THE SHIT OF ANOTHER PERSON’S FEELINGS FOR LIKE TWO MINUTES. LIFE IS ABSURD AND BRUTAL, AND THE MORE YOU LEARN ABOUT IT, THE SMALLER YOU GET IN RELATION TO THE GRAND FUCKING SCOPE OF IT. THIS WHOLE SHIP IS JUST A TINY BLIP IN THE FUCKING COSMOS OF PRE-ORDAINED BULLSHIT.
I THINK I’M RAMBLING SO I’M GOING TO FORCE MYSELF TO SHUT THE FUCK UP IN A MOMENT, BUT I JUST WANNA SAY, IF YOU’RE DOING ALL THIS BECAUSE IT’S EMPTY, I DON’T HAVE TO LIKE IT BUT I CAN UNDERSTAND IT.
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[Karkat draws in a deep breath to keep from exploding.]
YOU KNOW WHAT, I’M NOT EVEN GOING TO GO INTO ALL THE REASONS WHY IT’S IDIOTIC FOR YOU NOT TO CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO THE PEOPLE YOU BROUGHT HERE. YOU ARE CLEARLY WELL PAST ANY ARGUING AND SEEM TOTALLY CONTENT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR APATHETIC DAYS SCRATCHING YOUR BULGE AND NOT TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANY OF YOUR OWN ACTIONS.
BUT DO YOU GENUINELY THINK IT’S NOT YOUR PROBLEM IF SOME HORRIFIC BEING COMPLETELY HIJACKS THIS REALM - WITH YOU IN IT? BECAUSE, TO ME, THAT SEEMS LIKE A PRETTY SIGNIFICANT PROBLEM FOR EVEN THE MOST SELF-CENTERED OF JACKASSES.
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Tw: sui
[After a moment]
DO YOU WANT TO DIE?
THAT’S NOT A THREAT, BY THE WAY. DESPITE HOW IT SOUNDS, I AM GENUINELY ASKING.
Tw: sui
Tw: discussion of suicidal ideation
I GET THAT.
I’VE BEEN THERE.
MANY MANY TIMES IN MY TINY FEEBLE LIFESPAN.
[Despite his naturally abrasive volume, his tone seems to have softened somewhat.]
I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOUR DEAL IS WITH IT SPECIFICALLY, AND YOU’RE PROBABLY NOT GONNA WANNA TALK ABOUT IT AND THAT’S FINE.
NOR WILL I GO ON SOME LENGTHY MASTURBATORY ORATION ON THE BEAUTY OF LIFE THAT’S MOSTLY TO GIVE MYSELF A PAT ON THE BACK INSTEAD OF ACTUALLY SITTING WAIST DEEP IN THE SHIT OF ANOTHER PERSON’S FEELINGS FOR LIKE TWO MINUTES. LIFE IS ABSURD AND BRUTAL, AND THE MORE YOU LEARN ABOUT IT, THE SMALLER YOU GET IN RELATION TO THE GRAND FUCKING SCOPE OF IT. THIS WHOLE SHIP IS JUST A TINY BLIP IN THE FUCKING COSMOS OF PRE-ORDAINED BULLSHIT.
I THINK I’M RAMBLING SO I’M GOING TO FORCE MYSELF TO SHUT THE FUCK UP IN A MOMENT, BUT I JUST WANNA SAY, IF YOU’RE DOING ALL THIS BECAUSE IT’S EMPTY, I DON’T HAVE TO LIKE IT BUT I CAN UNDERSTAND IT.
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... Aren't you twelve.
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[Despite his words, he doesn’t actually seem mad.]