"A lot of us do. He's special," Ava smiles weakly.
"And the rest of us are... disposable," she glances down. So many that have faded away for being too weak, most of them already forgotten. Her first roommate and Conan and Lucy who she never got to attempt apologizing to... "Could I... ask you for something else?"
Ava winces at the suggestion, because it's the most reasonable and obvious one. But she doesn't like talking to most people on a good day, which this very much isn't, so she anxiously shakes her head at the idea of it.
"Maybe... Stede can. He's good at that sort of thing." But she'll probably come around to it later.
A doubtful sort of nod, she finally turns to leave for the abandoned bedroom and the heavy task of salvaging something from it. But then pauses, glancing back over her shoulder.
"Has there ever been... a version of me? Here before?"
"I appreciate your concern for my current emotional state. But I can handle a lot more than anyone thinks." A slight narrowing of her eyes in thought. "Unless that's an implication you've seen evidence otherwise."
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"Don't worry. I'll be... functional for. You know. The mission."
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[and she sounds like she means it.]
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"He's placing a lot of trust in Skulduggery, then."
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"And the rest of us are... disposable," she glances down. So many that have faded away for being too weak, most of them already forgotten. Her first roommate and Conan and Lucy who she never got to attempt apologizing to... "Could I... ask you for something else?"
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[personally... there's too many names. it simply isn't practical.]
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"Maybe... Stede can. He's good at that sort of thing." But she'll probably come around to it later.
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[no she will not explain]
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"Has there ever been... a version of me? Here before?"
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I'd give a bit more thought about whether you think you're able to handle any potential answers to that question!
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